Uggggghhhhhh friggin dA. My beautiful journal poofed when I tried to submit ;_;
Anyways, the short of it~
I've been using dA for over 7 years now, even if I haven't done much art lately. Why the lack of art? When I joined dA under my first account, I was creative, imaginative, young. Now I'm fairly bland in life, and I don't have the amount of pain and emotion that made me so creative back then. I would create my own worlds, stories, pour my heart into my drawings and other art. My teenage angst is NO MORE lol. Now I just stuff my emotion away and I'm caught up in thoughts, adult life (bills, work, etc), and gaming. My motivation became null and void. I'm happy I still use deviantART, though, as I'll see something that catches my eye and sparks the embers of motivation. I just need to have some free time to fire it up and crank out something. That time is hard to come by, as I'm caught in a schedule of college, driving, and work. I'm planning to graduate from my two year degree this spring/summer (which will include an internship after graduating). After that my plans are to finally have my own place to share with my boyfriend.
Speaking of him, our 5 years together is in a week c: I'm excited, and happy to have so much time together while we're trying to figure out life together. I would describe our relationship as random happiness--we don't have many "bad" days together. My favorite nights with him include poor jokes, gaming references, and eating ice cream while we stare at a television watching movies or shows. If there's an argument, it's usually started by me in a bad mood (over something stupid, too lol), I'll admit it! But he's always understanding and talks it out with me while my anger/annoyance dies down. He reminds me that he loves and misses me when we're apart daily...I love him immensely! <3
Happy holidays everyone!!
Playing: ArcheAge, World of Warcraft, Halo